As it ends I write him, dayily, hourly.
Help me disappear, help me leave u, help me survive leaving u.
I repport every two hours - this is how I feel, this is what I'm doing.
I don't miss u, I miss u. Pls don't let me leave, hold me, help me stay.
With u, for u, forever.
Nothing is new; I did not want to end this; I never do. Not this time, not the times before.
I always return and beg for mercy - Please, Please, Please help me be with you.
I need You, I need whom you made me be, I need US.
Returning, in vain, blinded, knowing, seeing clearly as never before, crying, yelling, tearing, scratching,
my own skin: Please, please PLEASE - help me stay with you, the way you want me to be, the way you need us to be.
Hold me, take care of me, u know I cant take care of me, take care of us.
Please
Help me disappear, help me leave u, help me survive leaving u.
I repport every two hours - this is how I feel, this is what I'm doing.
I don't miss u, I miss u. Pls don't let me leave, hold me, help me stay.
With u, for u, forever.
Nothing is new; I did not want to end this; I never do. Not this time, not the times before.
I always return and beg for mercy - Please, Please, Please help me be with you.
I need You, I need whom you made me be, I need US.
Returning, in vain, blinded, knowing, seeing clearly as never before, crying, yelling, tearing, scratching,
my own skin: Please, please PLEASE - help me stay with you, the way you want me to be, the way you need us to be.
Hold me, take care of me, u know I cant take care of me, take care of us.
Please